✞ By living her nothingness, the soul is filled with God.
Mass for the Late Father Valerijan Jenko
June 21st
In the morning, while I was praying I suddenly had a vision of our Crucified Lord on the Cross. He was alive and He was in complete agony. He asked me to console Him.
He asked, “Could you place a little bouquet of flowers under My Feet. This will console Me greatly.”
The vision then disappeared. Then I understood and I said to myself, ‘Oh, oh, I am going to have some kind of suffering today.’
That same day I suffered a very vicious verbal attack by a very evil person. While I was being attacked I momentarily forgot about the vision of the Crucified Jesus that I had in the morning.
Later on I realised our Lord tried to warn me of the dangers that I would face. When you get attacked by somebody then our Lord also suffers.
Jesus nourishes and heals each soul
June 22nd
After the vicious verbal attack I had suffered yesterday, I was not at peace and I felt like going to Reconciliation. Even though I did not commence the argument which led to the verbal attack I felt guilty for participating in it.
While I was praying my morning prayers the angel came to me and said, “Our Lord has sent me to take you with me.”
I momentarily thought that I would be taken to visit Purgatory. I did not question the angel as to where we were going when suddenly, we found ourselves in a Heavenly building. I was in a room full of people. I could see a beautiful Altar, which was fixed to the wall. I could see our Lord Jesus standing at the Altar with His back to all the people. He was wearing a white tunic.
The angel said, “Kneel down! Now you are in the presence of the Lord and you must kneel down.”
Then our Lord turned around and walked towards the people and sat in a chair facing the people.
The angel said, “Now, He is going to serve Holy Communion.”
I could see many souls go ahead of me and kneel before our Lord to receive Holy Communion. The Communion was placed straight into their mouth, onto their tongue.
“He is nourishing the people,” the angel said.
He said, “Now it is your turn. You have to move next to the Lord.”
I came up really close to our Lord, and, quietly to myself, I was praying the ’Act of Contrition’. I was hoping that our Lord would know what suffering and attacks I had been through the day before.
I knelt beside our Lord and waited for Him to give me Holy Communion. Our Lord, however was ignoring me, then, smiling He said, “Just wait a minute.”
I then noticed a young girl, who looked about twenty years old, come right up to Him. She was assisted by an angel. Our Lord then said to me, “Stand up My child and listen to this!”
Jesus said, “You see this girl, while she was alive on earth she was a quadriplegic. She desired very much to receive Me in the Holy Eucharist, but she could never swallow. Now that she has come here, she was brought to Me so that I could nourish her and heal her, because she went through a lot of trauma while on earth. I make for her a special type of Holy Communion so that she can swallow Me. Slowly she will come to perfection. ”
I was watching all of this so closely and I was praising our Lord for being so good and so merciful.
I could see our Lord place the Host on her tongue, but it was specially shaped for her. It was oval in shape.
Our Lord then said, “You see now she can swallow Me and it is easier for her.”
She was a tall, attractive girl with brown hair. I noticed that she was still a little weak and wobbly as she walked towards our Lord. During this whole time an angel was beside her, assisting her to stand. After receiving Holy Communion from our Lord, the angel walked her away.
After the girl left I knelt down beside our Lord and asked Him, “Lord, what about me? When are you going to give me Holy Communion?”
Jesus answered, “Just wait a little bit longer.”
I then noticed two saintly men, dressed all in white, coming from a side room towards our Lord. They genuflected before our Lord before proceeding to another side room. They kept repeating this action of walking from one room, genuflecting before our Lord and then walking to the other room.
I was still kneeling for quite a long time and waiting to receive Holy Communion. Then I noticed how our Lord kept looking around waiting for the two saintly persons to return. Thinking that He had forgotten me, to get our Lord’s attention I grabbed onto a part of His garment and gently shook it, just like a child would grab his mother. To my surprise I could feel His Flesh between my fingers.
Our Lord jumped and exclaimed, “Oh, you just pinched Me!”
I said, “I am so sorry Lord. Look at all the people waiting for You to serve them. When am I going to receive Holy Communion?”
Jesus said smiling, “Let them wait! They have all the time to wait.”
The people that I could see, were mainly women and young girls, all dressed in white, sitting in pews as you would find in a church. These souls were all in Heaven, waiting for our Lord to nourish them. Only He knows what each of them needs.
All of a sudden the two saintly persons approached us. They were carrying a manger which they brought to our Lord.
The manger was very beautiful, about half a metre long. It was white and lined with golden- yellow straw. On top of the straw was a porcelain little Baby Jesus.
The little Baby Jesus was ever so beautiful, almost alive. He had large eyes and was smiling. His index finger and middle finger of His right Hand were raised to bless and give peace to people.
The two saintly persons, who were holding the Manger and looking at Baby Jesus, were trembling so much. They said to Jesus, “We are not worthy to hold You.”
I was admiring Baby Jesus and praising Him saying, “How beautiful You are. May You be praised and blessed forever by Heaven and Earth.”
I made the Sign of the Cross over the little Baby Jesus.
Our Lord Jesus then said, “There you are! That is your Holy Communion. I know how much you love Me as a Baby. So now you receive peace and blessings from Heaven.”
After the ceremony the two saintly persons took Baby Jesus in the Manger away. The angel that accompanied me was now waiting for me to leave.
Jesus said, “Now, all the stress and evil that was around you, it is all gone. I had to bring you here to give you assurance and peace.”
A few days later our Blessed Mother appeared to me in the Chapel at St Patrick’s Cathedral during Mass. I asked Blessed Mother, “Where were you? I was looking for you but you were not there.”
She said, “I know all about what happened. But I want to tell you that my Son has many different quarters in Heaven. When the many different souls come, He knows what each one needs. He heals them, He nourishes them, He talks to them. Only He knows what each one needs.
I thank the Lord for His kindness and goodness and graces to share with others.
Feast of Saints Peter and Paul
June 29th
This morning whilst on my knees praying, I was privileged to receive a special visit from Heaven. St Peter and St Paul came to visit me.
They both looked quite young, maybe in their late thirties. St Peter had dark coloured wavy hair, olive skin complexion and a longish face. St Paul was of a much fairer complexion with a rounded face and greyish brown hair. They were wearing very unusual tunics of a light brown colour with golden trimming coming down from the shoulders and joining at the front centre. Each saint was accompanied by two angels standing on either side of them.
They said, “Valentina, we are Apostles of our Lord Jesus. He sends us to come to talk to you. Do not be sad, our Lord Jesus loves you very much.”
“He wishes that you speak to people His Holy Word. Tell people to convert and to turn to God. He is very offended by the world. He is very offended by all the sin in the world.”
“Also tell people that many calamities will happen. Tell them to wake up. So far they do not listen to any of the prophecies. Be courageous and spread His Word. He is always with you to protect you.”
Smiling, they said, “We also come to tell you that you receive a very special gift and graces from the Lord.”
“Would you like to know what that is?” I did not respond but just listened to them speak.
They continued, “The gift is so that you can see through the Eyes of Jesus and that you can discern if people are truthful or not, when you are among them.”
They said, “You are very privileged to receive this gift. Be very grateful to the Lord. Love Him and thank Him always.”
“Do you know Valentina that while we were living on earth, we too received a special gift of grace from our Lord, to discern between good and evil around us. We only lived for our Lord and we love Him so much. But now that we are with Him we cannot describe the joy and happiness being constantly with our Lord.”
“You should be very, very happy and proud.”
I said, “I don’t like to be proud.”
They said, “But this is different, this is a Heavenly gift from God.”
“We all pray for you Valentina so that you will not be discouraged by any negativity that is around you.”
They then departed.
The whole time that they were with me, they were so joyful and cheerful. They were smiling the whole time.
Thank you my Lord Jesus for all the graces that You have given me. Thank you St Peter and thank you St Paul, pray for all of us here on earth.