December 2, 2020
Me: Dear God Almighty Father,
Thank you for your many gifts. Thank you for time with my family, for the peace I’m finding in the chaos. Even if I have trouble hanging on to it, I know it’s there, and I have hope. With more discipline in abandonment to Your Will, that peace will increase. I see so much that is not of You around me. I look to my left and to my right, and I see how things are more and more. The world does seem colder in heart. Not the world, but the world’s people. We must remember we are God’s people, and the world is just where we are. Thank you Lord for this gift of insight. To have hope is to set our eyes on Heaven and our thoughts on the Lord, and He will set our hearts ablaze. Thank you. So be it as you please, Lord. Holy Spirit, please be with me and guide me. Angels and saints and Mary and Joseph, please. I don’t know even what my prayers should be, so please fill in my words with what I need to ask for and please ask God for me and my family and all my Christian brothers and sisters and all who don’t know or want to know God. Please I do not mean to be lazy but aware of my own shortcomings and inability to even know what to ask for.
Help me say the rosary.
Help my family to pray and unite and escape the evil that permeates all around.
(A wave of sleepiness takes hold.)
Lord, am I under attack even now?
Lord Jesus Christ, please be gone all evil. St. Michael protect my mind, body and soul from attacks of the enemy. Help me, Holy Spirit, to stay the course and not let evil distract.
Help me to discern. Not all is from God. Not all is from the enemy. But discern, discern, discern. Your enemies grow bolder.
Lord God Almighty Father, are there any words?
Lord God Almighty Father: Daughter, how wise/good (I heard both at once) it is to seek Me in the quiet.
This isn’t a natural sleepiness. You are right to invoke St. Michael and his angels (like the angels under his command). Call often for protection, My children. Too often throughout the day and night you are left vulnerable. It is not some great mystery like the Holy Trinity. You are under constant attack now. Priest sons are under the most severe attacks. Pray, pray much for them. You remember the prayer I gave you?
Me: Yes, Lord. June 17th (this was wrong; it was June 27th).
Lord God Almighty Father: Rewrite it here. My children need to pray for the protection of the priests.
Me: Yes, Lord. I will share out. (And also pray the) St. Michael prayer to fight the tireds. Lord? Are there more words?
Lord God Almighty Father: Daughter, fasting and prayer will make it so you can (stay the-? I can’t read my handwriting here) watch at night and wait for the dawn. Do not be distracted and weak-willed. Stay the watch. Pray. Pray much for your enemies. This brings peace to your hearts. Remember those who wrong you in your prayers. Forgiveness is not the same as forgetting. Be at peace, child. Be at peace.
Here’s the prayer from June 27, 2020:
Dear Lord by Your Omnipotence and Grace,
Please wash (the mud/soot from) the holy men and women called to Your service. They are under attack from the enemy. Place them in your Sacred Heart and never let them go. I offer up my own prayers and services to assist these holy men and women as they work to serve the one true God. Let them hear the Word of God, speak the Word of God, and be examples of the Word of God. Give them the courage and the guidance needed to persevere in spreading the Word to those in need. Do not let them grow weary in their holy service. Praise God in all His Goodness.
Lord God Almighty Father: It continues (the attacks). You must pray for the priest sons.