Me: Lord, I don’t know if you have anything to say to me. I haven’t heard You in so long. Maybe I won’t hear You again? I hope I do hear You. Lord, I need to be better for You. Please help me.
St. Peregrine, please help and pray for me and (personal intention).
Help me to have peace, Lord. Please. Help me have peace. Please let there be peace on earth and let it begin with me. St. Francis, please pray for me and for us here on earth. Help me to ask to be a helper instead of always asking for help. Help me be a peacemaker instead of begging for peace in my heart alone. I am selfish. Help me to do better like you. Please pray to God for Me, St.Francis and St. Peregrine and St. Ann and St. Teresa and St. Padre Pio and St. Joseph, of course and Mary Queen of Heaven and Earth and all the angels and saints. Please help me and help us all.
Let there be peace on earth and let it begin with me…(St..Francis prayer)
Lord, have mercy. Christ, hear us. Lord, have mercy. Please forgive me my many sins.
Lord God, the Son: Child, child your heart is heavy. But sing, sing the praises of the Lord! For a new day arrives, and you are still here to love and serve the Lord! How glorious this is to serve your King! Bring Him your best fruits and be glad! What a joy to serve a Merciful King who loves you! Behold! He has showered you with gifts! Look at His servants waiting on Him. Behold, your Glorious King! Do not be afraid! Rejoice and be glad.
May 28, 2023
This was a dream.
I was on my parents front porch overlooking the yard. There were friends, family and strangers in the front yard. We were gathering for a holiday or something like that. It was night but everyone was busy quickly picking a flower and putting it in their hair or on them in some way and helping others do the same. My sister gave me a flower, and I put it in my hair. In the yard was a giant alter to Mary, with a large white statue of her on it. There was an arch of flowers around the statue. Finally, a band played. It was enjoyable but there was going to be a message read afterwards and that was really the important bit. After the music, some people left or entered the house and I was worried for them if they wouldn’t make it back for the message. And I was told Christmas? Esmeralda?/ Esperanza? de Maria. (I heard this and didn’t see it, so I am not sure exactly what the words were. I know I heard “de Maria”. The whole thing sounded Spanish or another language than English.)
My note: I didn’t understand this message in the dream, so I looked it up on Google. I could find no specific Christmas message. I did find there’s a St. Esmeralda, but that didn’t seem right. I also found that there are two people named Esperenza de Maria. The one, Servant of God Maria Esperanza Bianchini, had seen Mary at this place called “Finca Betania”, Venezuela. And this place was pictured as having a statue of Mary and an alter with an arch of flowers. This was the same alter and statue and arch of flowers as in my dream. So while I still don’t understand the word “Christmas” or if there is Spanish word that sounds like the English pronunciation Christmas, I think looking up Servant of God Maria Esperanza Bianchini would be good. While you’re at it, please read about Blessed Maria Esperenza de Jesus’s life too. They both seem like they were amazing, God-loving women!
The next night before bed I asked for clarification of this dream.
I then had this dream of being on the phone and being told to seek Mary. I didn’t know where to go. And I was told not to worry and to turn left. Well, I left where I was and went out on a road and turned left. There was a large statue of Mary in a courtyard and aso there were my sister and mom and people I didn’t know. The people were handing out small paper cups of flowers to the people who arrived, like me. At first I thought the flowers were a gift for me and the other people receiving them. But then I took them and arranged them and they turned into pussy willows in a beautiful glass vase and then I put this beautiful arrangement before the huge Mary statue. Then I layed down in front of it and said the word, “Esperenza” and closed my eyes. That ended the dream.
I later learned the word esperanza means hope. Maybe Mary wants some flowers and for us to have hope. Please, as always, pray for discernment!
June 25, 2023
Me: Lord, thank you for leading me towards Your Words earlier. I am sorry I don’t do better and pray more. Please help me pray with my family and sincerely. Lord, are there any words?
Lord God Almighty Father: Child, you listen to such nonsense when My Voice is calling you. Why? Why do you stray so? It is your choice to be away from Me.
Me: Lord, help me to will You, to want what You want.
Lord God Almighty Father: Child, your heart is troubled, but it does not need to be so. Come into Me (into My Sacred Heart). Find your comfort there. I await you and all My children. Bring Me comfort with your presence as I never stray from you. Blessed Mother comforts you. How are you to be lonely? The saints and angels pray beside you. Join in their praises of Me, and you will always be joyous. Yes, it is that simple.
Me: What about people with depression or anxiety or schizophrenia even? How can praising You bring this joy to them? To everyone?
Lord God Almighty Father: You are not alone. And, yes, the depressed person will still be depressed except for now there is hope. And hope can grow. And so pray for your brothers and sisters so that their hope grows and the burdens brought to them by the beast, the chains of what you call mental illness, can one day be overcome. And this is not to say a person is not to be believed if they are suffering in this way any more than you are not to believe a broken bone. But prayer, prayer can take many forms and miracles come in many ways and belief and hope are important. How can it not be so? So remember your brothers and sisters and pray for them and let them know. For a friend is important too. Even one in Heaven that you may not see. So believe and pray.
Me: Thank you.
The next evening, I asked: Tell me about prayer taking many forms, please.
Lord God Almighty Father: A child can praise Me with a smile and know that I Am God and they are safe and loved. A nun or a priest may pray for hours in front of the sacricity?/ Sacrament?. You pray many times folding the laundry, and I am there with you. Or songs. I love songs of praise! Bells. Incense. Fasting. Mortifications. The Sign of the Cross. Gestures of love towards your brothers and sisters. Giving. The Beatitudes. Reading My Story. Thinking about Me. Talking to Me. The Rosary. Your daily prayers and your daily duty. Your thank you. These are some of the ways you can pray.
My note: As always, please pray for discernment.