✞ Signs to know whether the soul is in Grace.
I was saying to my always lovable Jesus: ‘O please, my Love, let it be so that nothing but love, praise, reparation and blessing toward You may come from all of my being.’ Now, while I was saying this, blessed Jesus came, and I saw myself all eyes. There was not a particle of my being in which one could not see an eye; and from each of them a ray of light came out which wounded the person of Our Lord. And He said to me: "My daughter, it is decorous for Me and for you that nothing but love, sanctity, glory, all for Me, come from you. Otherwise I would degrade my Will by letting a soul live in It who is not a whole complex of all the goods with which my Will overabounds. And if the soul did not have the seeds of all goods, she could not receive the goods which my Will contains. And if - may this never be - she had some seed which is not good, she would be an intruder, without nobility and decorum. Therefore, she herself, feeling ashamed, would go out of It, nor would she get any taste and contentment while keeping within herself things which are extraneous to my Will. This is why I marked even the drops of your blood, your bones, your heartbeats…; and the marks are these eyes of light, so that nothing - nothing may come from you which is not holy, and which is not directed to Me."
Then He carried me outside of myself, showing me how everything is in turmoil, and how they are plotting more wars and revolutions; and Jesus did a great deal to dissuade them, but in seeing their obstinacy, He withdrew from them. My God, what sad times! I believe that man has never reached such an excess of perfidy - wanting the destruction of his own being.
After this, I was with the fear that my sweet Jesus would not come; more so, since I felt that my sufferings were milder and as though asleep; so I said to myself: ‘If what I saw is true, according to the other times, in order to give course to Justice He probably will not come, and will not let me share in His pains...’ And Jesus, coming back and seeing me very oppressed, told me: "My daughter, do not fear; don’t you remember that you occupy a double office - one of victim, and the other, greater, of living in my Will, to give Me back the complete glory of all Creation? Therefore, if you are not in one office together with Me, I will keep you in the other office. At most, there might be a pause of sufferings with regard to the office of victim. Therefore, do not fear, and calm yourself."