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My abandonment in the Divine Volition continues, but the more I walk within Its sea, the more I feel the need of Its life in order to continue to live; and having received Holy Communion, I felt the need to love Him. But my poor ‘nothing’ did not have sufficient love in order to love He who so much loves me; my love was so scarce, that I felt ashamed in the face of the love of Jesus, who had so much of it, that its boundaries cannot be seen. Yet, I wanted to love Him. And my sweet Jesus, encouraging me, told me: “My blessed daughter, do not lose heart, one who lives in my Will keeps her ‘nothing’ within the All; and wanting to love Me, she loves Me with my own love. I find in it my powerful, wise, attractive, immense love, in such a way that this ‘nothing’ of the creature takes Me from all sides, and I feel bound by her love, which is my own love, in such a way that I cannot escape from her; and now she wounds Me; now she darts through Me, to the point of making Me feel faint; and I feel the need to rest in the arms of her love.
But this is not all. One who lives in my Will possesses your Jesus in a perennial way, because my Will has the virtue of forming, raising and feeding my life in the creature; and as she receives Me in the Sacrament, I find another Jesus – that is, Myself, loving Me, adoring Me, thanking Me, repairing Me. I can say that I repeat the great miracle I did in instituting the Sacrament of the Eucharist, when I communicated Myself – that is, your Jesus received Jesus. Receiving Myself was the greatest honor, the satisfaction most complete, the requital of the heroism of my love; nothing I lacked of everything that was due to Me in my Sacramental Life – a God matched God Himself. I could say that what I gave was given back to Me. Now, for one who lives in my Will it is impossible not to possess her Jesus, therefore, as she receives Me in the Sacrament, I can say: ‘I am going to find Myself in the creature; and I find that which I want – my Life, which, unifying with hers, forms one single life. I find my royal dwelling, I find the love that always loves Me, I find the requital for the great sacrifice of everything I do and suffer in my Sacramental Life.’ My excessive love leads Me with an irresistible force to repeat the miracle of receiving Myself; but I can only do this in the creature in whom my Divine Will reigns.”
Fiat!!!
